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hope inside my baby’s heart”

I released a new single today. It’s available everywhere, or you can listen here:

This is the first single from my upcoming third album. I’ll be sharing more about the album over the coming weeks, but it’s worth mentioning now that a theme of this album is suffering. Something it feels like a lot of folks are doing these days.

hope inside my baby’s heart” is important to me because it represents a crucial moment in my marriage: my wife’s autoimmune diagnosis in early 2018, and the suffering that both led to it and happened as a result. I found myself revisiting this song (and much material I wrote around the same time) recently, given the amount of suffering and worry happening both around the world and right inside my home. One needs optimism when they’re suffering, and this song is about me trying to provide that.

Compositionally, it’s dead simple: an ostinato of major thirds played on the piano, almost heartbeat-like in rhythm. It follows that rhythm across a verse, a harmonic development, a collapse, and then a cathartic swell. Everything supports that structure, and there’s not much more to the production than that. Even the rhythmic shift during the final section is just the same beat time-shifted ahead by 1 quarter note.

The lyrics are sparse - just one verse - which signifies to me the fear of bad news leading to despair, and wanting as a partner to inspire hope in light of that despair.

  • The opening lines (“sun high in the sky…”) come from a DM conversation I was having with an old estranged friend about 9 years ago, when brainstorming ideas for cover art for the album that ultimately became my previous album STEP INTO THE OCEAN. We had an idea about the front cover with the sun high over a landscape, with the back cover showing a sunset over an empty chair. The words of the chat felt poetic for some reason and stuck with me. Years later, they bubbled back up and seemed to represent the knife point on which things can go from bright to dim, like flipping an album over.
  • The read all the books” and rocking chair on wheels” bits come from the desk chair on which my wife would sit in our apartment at the time of her diagnosis, reclining and spinning slowly and anxiously reading about how to cope with said changes.

That same whole verse is shared with the interlude track on my first album (“??????”). I wrote hope” first (back in 2018), and the lyrics worked as a sort of flashback / fever dream sequence in the loose plot of THROW MYSELF INTO THE BAY: after the protagonist spirals in spiral song”, they’re suddenly pulled back to reality with a reminder that their partner is also suffering, but they’re not present for it (hence the fever dream), and when pressed, they lash out (“!!!!!!”) in the next song.

I’ve fallen into this trap (hell, I made a whole album about it already) and I know I can still do better as a partner and person. Releasing the original hope inside my baby’s heart” is a weird way of me committing to be more present and supportive than I had been, I guess.

More on LP3 to come soon.

November 1, 2024 music announcements essays analysis



I need music as an outlet. It’s not a hustle”, it’s barely for the money. It’s a passion I’ve cultivated for decades. Something that’s purely creative and cathartic. Without the outside influence of anyone. I can still ask for feedback, but I own every single creative decision made in my music.



Yeah, I guess it’s a bit of an ego thing, but I assume this is also why founders found companies.

October 27, 2024 update



The next Kid Lightbulbs single will be hope inside my baby’s heart”.



This is the first of 3 singles I’ll be putting out before year’s end to build anticipation for LP3. Sonically it serves as a transition out of the piano music I was recently making and a small teaser for the LP3 sound: sparse, dry yet lush at times, somber, piano.



Here’s the artwork (made by my wonderful wife @aliciagreen.co). It comes out 11/1 everywhere.

October 25, 2024 update



I figured out a way to host” my shorter social posts (ie what I post on Threads or Bluesky) on my personal website. It’s kinda nerdy but cool:

  • Post anywhere I want via Buffer

  • A Zapier automation listens for sent Buffer posts and creates a text file in the Dropbox folder where my website lives (bgreen.lol)

  • The text file contains the contents of the post, with a tag random thoughts”

  • 15 minutes later it shows up on my website, with the date I posted it

October 22, 2024 update



I really really really want to share more on LP3 but I feel like my wife needs to listen to it first and give her seal of approval. That’s just something you should do as a musician with a life partner, right?

October 21, 2024 update



Hot take. alternative” acts have the hardest nut to crack re success, but we also have the best and most dedicated fans once we get them

Related: very little advice” on the social platforms works for alternative acts, nor should it

October 21, 2024 update



Solo piano, volumes 1 + 2

I put out two collections of piano music. They’re on Bandcamp right now.

A few months ago on a Friday night, I went down to my basement and impulsively recorded 10 or so pieces of piano music. Some were me riffing on Kid Lightbulbs songs, a couple were totally improvised, a few were revisitations of old ideas I’d laid dormant for over a decade.

I was so happy with how they came out that I played them for my wife and daughter a few days later, and it served as perfect winding down” music for before my daughter’s bedtime. Might as well post them for others to enjoy and wind down to as well.

I’ve released the set in two separate volumes, six pieces each. Both are meant as Bandcamp exclusives. The second volume is for this coming Bandcamp Friday (10/4), but I’m posting it a few days early. I’m too happy about it not to share.

Each volume is available on Bandcamp for listening or purchase:

I will also be releasing an abridged set of pieces to the streaming services, called SOLO PIANO SAMPLER (pun intended for music tech nerds), on October 11.

You may notice some subtle references to other Kid Lightbulbs songs in the titles of a few of them. Several are reinterpretations / deconstructions of songs – in particular, trendsetters”, curiosity”, hopefully”, lashing out!!!!!!”, the worst days of our lives” and sleepwalking again” are represented in some form in these pieces. There are also a few pieces that tease material for my upcoming third album (though that will remain a secret for now).

I hope you enjoy 😄

September 30, 2024 music announcements



How I broke $1000 in Bandcamp sales over 9 months

Yesterday, a music friend & fan of mine bought a double-single of mine for $2, which put me over $1000 in lifetime Bandcamp sales.

This is a very cool milestone, not just because of how music seems to be quite devalued in 2024, but also because I did this over the span of 9 months (except for $40 made in 2019 from a few sales from an old project I’ve since abandoned).

After reflecting on it a bit, I realized I did have a bit of (unintentional) strategy (which I backed into) for how I did it:

  • put out lots of music regularly (I have a big backlog of it)
  • have some kind of merch (even just a few t-shirts helped)
  • use fundraisers to drive awareness for both the music & cause (I didn’t keep a significant % of the $)
  • exploit Bandcamp Fridays, not just with singles but advance releases of EPs/albums when possible
  • promote organically & equally alongside other things - the above points make this easier

If I’m honest, I think the most effective parts were the causes & lining up releases to work with Bandcamp Fridays.

Alongside me building up Kid Lightbulbs, I’ve learned more about the value of divesting & supporting directly folks in need. While I’ve raised money for orgs like The Trevor Project, we’ve raised more money sent directly to marginalized folks here on Threads. Shoutout to ilyBBY for instilling the idea & everyone whose funds helped here.

As for lining up releases around Bandcamp Friday - I actually think this is the biggest thing that made an impact, and I’m glad Bandcamp Fridays are still happening. (There’s one in 3 weeks!)

When I released my 2nd album:

  • I opened preorders on Bandcamp for 5/3 (BC Friday)
  • Released on 5/17 as BC exclusive
  • Released to streaming services ~4 weeks later

I’d probably shorten the timeframe next time, but this, plus a cause to raise funds for at the time, worked so well. Most of the $675 below is from this.

It’s worth noting that I don’t have any physical releases of my music. All the above (except for the few t-shirt sales I’ve made via Bandcamp) is digital. But a CD editions (and possibly vinyl) of my albums is something I’ve had on my backlog for a bit. I need time (and money) to sort it out, but I am keen to do this.

(As an aside: it would be super cool if Bandcamp had project-specific crowdfunding built in – with this, I could raise funds for a vinyl release of an existing digital release I already have on Bandcamp. Otherwise I’m probably going to end up on Kickstarter or something if I want to take a vinyl release seriously.)

Also worth noting that Bandcamp subscription earnings do not count toward your sales. I’ve also (miraculously!) gotten 5 people to subscribe to my Bandcamp, which gives them access to all my releases and a discount on merch, possibly other things.

Going pro?

I’m considering a subscription to Bandcamp Pro, which is the monthly paid version of Bandcamp for Artists that they seem to completely forget about in their marketing.

I’ve been trying to find a way to build true independence as an online musician, using tools aligned with my values & principles to never feel tied to any one platform. Direct support from fans is great for this, and having a website and email list I control (using services that don’t relentlessly try to take my $ without adding value) are the core, but I still need a way to distribute content to folks willing to support me directly.

I’ve used Dropbox & email to do this in a lo-fi way, and three people even bought my first album through this method, but it definitely doesn’t scale. Also Dropbox doesn’t really have a nice, branded listening interface - just a file viewer in a web browser. There’s decent video hosting options (Vimeo, YouTube though I don’t love being reliant on YouTube either) - but there’s nothing for audio that feels nice and something I can control. Soundcloud is increasingly gross about their paid offerings and seeming tolerance for bots and other garbage, and Bandcamp works but defaults to public releases and their subscription offering.

Except if you subscribe to Bandcamp Pro! Bandcamp Pro offers private listening and selective streaming. This means I can upload bonus material, keep it private, and serve it to my fans on my email list who are patronizing me directly. There are other useful features like better stats & targeting, but those feel secondary.

It’s $10/month, but I get $5/month for the first year as an early Bandcamp adopter. This is great for experimentation - I can take a year at half-price to see if this is worth keeping around.

Ironically, the problem this helps to solve is Bandcamp’s own platform fees. I lose 15% (+ processing fees) on every sale, including subscription payments. But if I sell my music on my own (ie. have fans pay on my website via Stripe), and just distribute the music via private Bandcamp access, I pay $5-10/month across all sales, and only pay processing fees per sales. This is cheaper in the long run, and arguably would have been cheaper if I ran all my releases (and perhaps even a patron subscription) in 2024 this way. It’s distribution as a scalable service — but the customer is mine, not Bandcamp’s.

I’m not sure if this is worth it, but I may set it up as an experiment, once I figure out my longer-term plan for direct-support releases. Watch this space, I guess?

August 18, 2024 music independence bandcamp essays



STEP INTO THE OCEAN, reviewed by Erik Dionne of Dog Army

Erik was kind enough to write a long-form review of my second album. He doesn’t have a blog of his own, so I’m publishing it here for y’all’s reading enjoyment (and my own flattery).

The album is an artform unto itself and stands alongside other longform art–the novel, the film, the 10-episode season, or the 10-season series–as powerful and weighty, though, requiring some dedication from both artist and audience. In a world where it is easy to perceive the length of a second as changing–becoming more valuable, demanding each second must be rich with content and emotional stimulation–the album is an undertaking that music artists may find to be fruitless, unsustainable, or even a kind of monkey’s paw (you have to let go of it if you want to persist). Despite this, Kid Lightbulbs damns the sentiment that instant-gratification is the only remaining realm for listeners. In his album, STEP INTO THE OCEAN, he takes the listener on a hyper-dynamic sprawl through indie, rock, industrial, and genre-shedding emotional soundscapes.

The album begins with a minimalist whisper, this isn’t what I wanted”–musical or confessional, there’s no way to know yet, but the stillness and restraint chills the listener with solemnity, and we have stopped what we are doing–and we are now listening. What follows is a slow crescendo, a slow-motion spilling of information and confession, paralleling the music that begins to pound and swell to craft a track that avalanches far from where it began.

I focus on this track because the dynamics of the opening track are never lost throughout the entire album. But the album does not follow the formula of a crescendo. It always keeps us guessing, and we’re most often guessing wrongly. Where you think a song is ending, an electronic yet warm beat or blazing guitar riff fills the fade, and pulls us along like a sonic undertow into the next section of the track or a new song entirely, without ever breaking a sonic feed. This is streaming” in the old sense of a constant flow of–yes, I am aware–water. It never stops moving–whether dripping, trickling, pouring, or the churning blast from a wave–we are submerged into the next second of the album with no thought of returning to shore, and that is one of the most powerful achievements of this album: we are constantly moving into the next second and segment, until the coda, without realizing exactly how we got there, but realizing we have moved, and moved a great distance; over what spans, it is difficult to recall. So we listen again.

The album, technically, is quite impeccably produced. The electronic drums are noticeably electronic, but so appropriately electronic, and never losing their energized and emotional impact. They drive forward with lovely, organic swells, ticks, or booms. There is never a disparity between elements–guitars, keys, synths, samples, and who-knows-what-elses all flow and dance together seamlessly to form moments of divine lightness, as in the breakdown with beautiful female vocals in trendsetters,” or the following brutal pounding distortion and cathartis of digression (this is so familiar).” While hypnotized, shocked, or deep in some kind of unassignable flow, we’re never discomfited–we are constantly immersed, exactly as Kid Lightbulbs directs us to be.

It’s this dynamic polarity that amazes the listener, but it’s the absolute cohesion–from beginning to end–that mystifies the reflective listener and defines the experience. Each track could be played on its own and enjoyed, but to be honest, I have yet to actually listen to fewer than three simultaneous tracks at a time–the stream is so seamless that I could not even know when to pause between tracks–and I don’t want to.

The length of a second may be more valuable than ever. But it takes a wholly modern album like STEP INTO THE OCEAN by Kid Lightbulbs to remind us that a second in time truly is more valuable than ever, but that our short-form content is offering fleeting bursts of emotional responses which are vapid and cheap, and are so often lost to oblivion moments after experiencing them. Through this album, Kid Lightbulbs reminds us: that every moment can be rich with feeling and meaning, and when delivered through an album’s length of heartfelt dedication and passion, those cumulative moments create an unforgettable experience and a profound work of art to say aloud, the album will not die.”

July 30, 2024 press



Lightbulbs lore: seabreeze

In 2008 or so while in college, I started writing music I thought would be a cool fit for video games, thinking I could pitch a portfolio of my work and land some gigs doing this after college. I wrote this small ditty based on meandering piano chord progression called seabreeze”, meant as background music for some kind of seaside town in a role-playing game. Submitted it to a few places, never went anywhere.

When I ended up taking a tech internship and that internship turned into full time work, I scrapped this plan and reworked seabreeze” for an album I started work on — slowed it down, added a shuffle, loaded with reverb, sort of a an homage to Massive Attack’s exchange”.

That album was sort of a dark take on trip hop with industrial influences, and came to be called KID LIGHTBULB based on a line from a different song (I’ll write about that another time.)

I released that album quietly, and separately started writing another song called trendsetters which had the line I never know when to say it” as a key part of the refrain. This line stuck with me and I ended up noodling on a different song with the same lyric.

That different song was yet another reworking of the same meandering chord progression from seabreeze”, which I started to simply call I never know.”

As I was planning an album in 2013 called BEDTIME RITUALS, I never know” and trendsetters” were ideas I had under serious consideration - they were related, and the former ended up forming a good pair with a different song called ritual, which at the time was much more upbeat than the icier, slower version I ended up releasing a decade later. I ended up reworking ritual” into the song you may know now, and scrapped I never know.”

When I started the Kid Lightbulbs project, I revisited I never know”, rerecorded a sparser version of it, and almost included it in the final sequence of THROW MYSELF INTO THE BAY. I originally envisioned it in sequence after the track bubble, with a smash cut transition. But then I wrote the belong reprise and scrapped I never know” yet again. It’s now a b-side you can hear as a Bandcamp subscriber. The seabreeze” piano chord progression has still not seen a release to this point.

Earlier this year, once Kid Lightbulbs started getting some early interest, I began revisiting the BEDTIME RITUALS sessions more holistically from back in 2013-2014. Trendsetters” was the first song I revisited, and became my first proper single in February. The I never know” lyric got stuck in my head again and I wanted to figure out some other way to incorporate it into the themes of STEP INTO THE OCEAN.

I had this other old audio session from back in my aspiring-game-composer days, meant as more of an action sequence bit. It happened to be the same bpm as trendsetters” and I thought they’d pair together nicely. I ended up picking the I never know” lyrics back up and reworking them into something more jaded and angsty, which then became digression.

digression” also includes lyrical references to a different track back from the KID LIGHTBULB days called left in ignorance”.

I don’t yet know if the seabreeze” cut will see the light of day again, but maybe it will? Anyway, the creative process is weird and wild and sometimes happens over decades.

This was fun to write.

July 26, 2024 music analysis essays



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